Does everyone have a different take?
Do you seem real but I seem fake?
Does everyone get hypnotized by your fire?

So long, Jimmy, so long.
Though you only stayed a moment,
We all know that you're the one. Singing,
So long, Jimmy, so long.
Sure we're glad for the experience,
We miss you now you've gone.
We're just swimming in your soul 'cause,
We all wish we wrote this song.
Life goes on.



its been a long time friends. to those of you who still read this and update every day, snaps. I unfortunately have gotten lost in the myspace/facebook world. yet most of my time is spent away from my computer. I really don't have time to update every day. between school, work, friends, and of course boyfriend, time depletes rather quickly. Theres really not much to say about whats going on in my life. Things are crazy with the year coming to a close. I'm bombarded with prom, AP exams, my birthday, finals, graduations, partys, summer plans, and work problems. i seriously don't think I'll have time to breathe til may 25th. I cannot wait. Summer is the sweetest redemption there is. 

basically I get my SAT scores tomorrow and I decided that I'm not telling anyone. Because I'm so worried I did bad so I'm just not telling anyone. Seriously no one gets to know. But not that anyone cares that much but I'm seriously so scared. basically if I do bad I decided I should just die. that or become an exotic dancer. but like not a stripper if that makes sense. or I could get super skinny and become a model. or go to beauty school and do like hair and make up. those are my options. But I prefer college. well thats my little SAT rant. seriously I am so scared. I have no idea what to expect. but whatever.

well its time for me to study for a physics quiz I have tomorrow that will probably kill me and then read like 300 pages of Jane Eyre thats due tuesday... damn it.

yep. thats the part. thats the part when it all started. :)

When all our tears have reached the sea
Part of you will live in me
Way down deep inside my heart
The days keep coming without fail
A new wind is gonna find your sail
That's where your journey starts

You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
Deep as the river runs
Warm as the morning sun
Please remember me

Just like the waves down by the shore
We're gonna keep on coming back for more
Cause we don't ever wanna stop
Out in this brave new world you seek
Oh, the valleys and the peaks
And I can see you on the top

You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
Deep as the river runs
Warm as the morning sun
Please remember me

Remember me when you're out walkin'
When the snow falls high outside your door
Late at night when you're not sleepin'

And light falls across your floor
When I can't hurt you anymore

You'll find better love
Strong as it ever was
Deep as the river runs
Warm as the morning sun
Please remember me

well this song is kind of depressing and its totally opposite of how i'm feeling but i decided to post it b/c its such a great song so you should all go d/l it. its stuck in my head and i keep singing it and i love it.

anyway things are great. never been better. schools not too bad. i mean i hate it but i'm really trying and i think i'm off to a decent start. hopefully i'll continue with this. who knows.

i'm really excited. tomorrow is my best friend, amanda day's birthday. we are going out tomorrow night and we are gonna have a blast. i love that girl to death. we've been best friends since 3rd grade. beat that.... yeah you can't biatches.

well pretty much i hope this week goes by fast b/c this weekend is gonna be great and its a 3 day weekend! wow. how fabulous. i'm in a great mood. i'm gonna go do some studying and finish some homework. then i'll pick out my clothes for tomorrow and straighten my room up a little. then talk on the phone with my fabulous boyfriend who is, by the way, awesome. we are perfect. i'm almost jealous of myself. haha. and then sleep and school. fun stuff.

have a great week everyone! 

its been a really long time since i've had a real update. (sorry) and well considering its a new year and we go back to school tomorrow i figured i might as well update this thing about the past month and just stuff thats been happening. and i'm gonna add in some pictures b/c i like pictures.

well basically christmas was great. I got a bunch of clothes. like wow. and i got some movies and some other neat stuff. then new year was fun at matts. it was definately the perfect way to start a new year.

^thats me when i was like 5.                                                ^my neighbor said that this picture made it seem like we actually get along

(obvivously wasn't in the past month but i thought it was funny when i came across it.)                                           (haha wow...)

hmmm... i looked pretty different when i was little, eh? haha. goodness. i used to love to strike a pose for the camera. now i hate pictures. isn't that funny?

well i forgot to mention one thing about the break. i spend most of it with.....

                                    oh yeah... him

well basically umm... a pictures worth a thousand words and that one basically sums it up :)

i need to do some reading and get stuff together for tomorrow. i'll see everyone tomorrow bright and early. oh dang this sucks. oh well...

basically i'm putting off my homework by updating this thing and talking online and listening to music.

this weekend had its ups and downs. yesterday was hell. i worked a double which ended up being a total of 10 hours. thats rediculous. basically if i don't get over a 100 in tips i'm gonna kill someone. we were so busy last night it was crazy and so stressful. i had a headache that hurt in my sinuses it was so bad. but... today was great. i went and with matt , kerlik, and seans to saw II. it was gross but i didn't watch the really, really gorey parts but overall it was good. i liked it i guess. then we went to matts and probably my favorite part of the day was watching darryl and matt chase eachother around play fighting. matt with the dishcloth and darryl with the wad of tin foil. wow. those boys are special. gosh like lmao.

pretty much things are good right now. minus the whole school tomorrow and work tomorrow night and tons of homework i'm procrastinating.

all the bad stuff is out weighed by the good.

and lets face it. he's better than good. he's great. yeah i'm pretty darn lucky. :D

I've got more wit

a better kiss

a hotter touch

a better fuck...

basically i'm really bored and i can't sleep. so i'm updating b/c i have nothing better to do. its sad b/c i'm tired but i can't sleep. today i got home and crashed on my couch with my puppy. she slept on my tummy. its the most bonding we've had in a long time. i realized today waking up on my couch how i'm really never at my house. and when i am i'm usually in my room. so being downstairs when my sister was doing her homework and my mom was cooking was... refreshing. i feel bad for not ever being here. but i'm just so busy. i'm always at this or that or working or you name it. today was really great. i got to sleep then i cleaned my room. after that i watched that 70s show. and i never get to watch tv anymore. and i love that show. then i ate chicken and dumplings that my mom made. shes basically the best cook ever. i'm so lucky to have a mommy that makes me a homemade dinner every night. then i took a shower and straightened my hair. now i'm just chillin. being bored. but hey. i'm not complaining. i love days like these. it'll make tomorrow so much more enjoyable. i'll feel well rest and just idk.. refreshed. haha.

wow. i've written a lot. i didn't think i really had anything to write about. theres other stuff i could say but i don't wanna make anyone depressed, i mean, i hate bragging about how amazing my boyfriend is. lets just say i've never been happier in my life than i am now. :D he's the best, hands down.

well i guess i can try to sleep now. everyone have a wonderful weekend and a fabulous friday!

A few weekends ago Ms. Holly Hightower and I took some pictures with my camera and I never posted them. I thought now would be a good time to post to share and reflect on these. ENJOY...

holly looks like a eskimo! hehe

personally i love this pic... i think its HOTTTT

haha... shes so cute. (if only you could see the part i cropped out... OW OW)

aww i love you hollz! *bff*

"oh no she didn't!?!?!" hahahah... this ones my favorite by far

oh yeah... we gansta... HAHAHA. don't mess with the best

gahh.. i love my corset. its amazingly awesomely hott.

ok don't laugh at my photoshop skills. hah.

ok thats it for now.

p.s. i hate mono